Behind The Smile
Article @ queensniche
She woke up that morning, and all she could say and feel was "Crap, am up again!!" She thought; " Up to the same shitty boring routine with a zero income margin. Life's been one hell of a bumpy ride, relationships? No luck!...Friends? Hell no! (unless you consider being used an appeal). Well at least am a graduate, waiting to serve like forever?.....urrrrgh!, got this job that pays little or nothing, oh hell! that's it, am not going to work today (tear drops)".
She had this thoughts running through her head that morning and by the time daylight slipped in fully, she already had a migraine coming.
She's brilliant and knows she deserves better but nothing good is coming forth yet. It has been from one financial disappointment to another, sometimes she just wants me to disappear.
But everyday she goes out, she does something absolutely amazing;
"SHE SMILES"
Not the "tooth smile" or " strained smile", but a smile that comes from inward and radiates out, endearing people to her.....yet no one knows what she's passing through. She likes the fact that no knows, it gives jher the only edge she needs.
Some people wake up everyday having th same crappy feeling and most times take the depression and frustration out of bed with them. Everything and every one becomes annoying (bad belle), people are on edge around them, infact people want to avoid them. They want to know what the person's problem is and when they find out, they have the edge they need over the troubled person.
A smile is the best! because it says;
1. Am going to be okay
2. Its bad enough am going through this but i don't have to feel it
A smile keeps you afloat, not drown in your distress and most times it gets you the help you need without you struggling for it!
This is for "you", if u feel like the world's crashing in on you, everything's stagnant and not just working.
Smile and say "am above this, i can carry it!"....We all have our share of troubles, the next person might be going through worse. When we smile we ease ourselves and at the same time make the weight lighter for others.
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